Ramblings, Musings and Spammings

2:16am: The Feeling of... Something
The need to get cracking
The inertia to start
Irritated, irritating
Stressed out
Pressure building
Tension mounts
Peer competition
Deadline looming
Technical issues
Non-existent plans
So bloody uncertain
So damn frustrating

Oh screw it all.

Sometimes the English language is just so inadequate when it comes to describing stuff. Like for example, how do you translate 'sian' into English? malaise? lethargy? It just doesn't have the desired kick and impact. Oh well.

My blogs hate me. The websites won't co-operate. Hence I blog from LJ. Wow. All hail the great leaps my cynicism and sarcasm have taken on the stairway to irritabilty heaven. -_-" I should sleep. I don't see the point in showing up to work when my brain isn't awake. Wish I could work from home. except I can't bring my experiments home to do. SIGH.

11:43am: Muse

1:45am: starlight
in memory of a dear friend.

2:50am: Fic - First Impressions
more ff7-mercverse fic!

click me

2:44am: Poetry
just a couple of poems i wrote a few weeks ago. forgot to post them onto LJ

( Rain )

( Drabble )

( Another drabble )

7:46pm: Drabble - Mirror
wrote mercverse fic again...

clickie the linkie!!

10:55pm: Fic - Forces of Nature
wrote fic... FF7 Au for mercverse. erm. ya. so i thought i'd spam my own LJ as well to make it look more interesting. XD tee hee.

clickie the linkie!

1:17am:

9:47pm: XXXHOLiC / Angel Sanctuary Crossover Fic
Fanfic: The Mad Hatter's Tea Party
Genre: Humour, Angst
Word count: 2,800
Disclaimer: Don’t own anything, apart from the devious plot and forms of character torture. XD XXXHOLiC belongs to CLAMP, Angel Sanctuary belongs to Kaori Yuki… those lucky people. I apologise if anyone sounds OOC, which tends to happen sometimes when I write crack-fic. The characters end up sounding like me talking. Sigh. Oh well. Enjoy!
Warnings: Some spoilers for Angel Sanctuary maybe? Nothing major though. I think.
Summary: The Mad Hatter comes to call, and Watanuki gets scared out of his mind. XD

 

 

1:02am: (Poetry) Ghost
this is what happens when i listen to secret garden on loop and have writing urges but nothing to write about. i churn out more cheesy poetry. sigh.

10:23am: Some thoughts

8:36pm: ( If... )

3:18pm: I feel poetic... oh so poetic
*hits self on head*

stop writing poetry when you should be studying dammit!!!

that said...

( mirror )

inspired by nothing... or maybe me thinking of the first wallpaper my blog had. ya. bye.

12:17pm: Look! More poetry...
erm. to qoute britney spears, 'oops i did it again'?

ya. well. while supposedly studying last night, guess who was writing more bad poetry? ^_^"

did i mention how much i love LJ? all those cut tags and stuff. la di da. oh loook! it's a cut tag!! you know you want to click it. XD

( Sold )

no, i'm not depressed. i just have a tendency to write as though i'm depressed. if i'm depressed... erm, i'll write more depressing stuff. ya. once again, i dunno if that was supposed to have any meaning in it. maybe mourning ny non-existent innocence and sanity after taking up permanent residence in the proverbial gutter? XDXD hahaha

11:41am: Random poetry urges
wrote this last nite/this mornign while muggin neuroscience. i dunno if it's supposed to make sense, but hey, spamming is good. XD hahaha.

( drabble )

cold sandwiches are gross. bleh.